A new bed horrrrrrrayyyy !!!! yo ho X

Chole

How are you my best friend? Yes a new bed it’s alot better than the last one.

Thinking to myself my friend is so caring. Hows your daughter and digger?

Must be getting closer to moving x x

Helen

How are you? Its all to do with funding. Singing is at the hands of others, which might be a long time.

Choir boy wow, singing is brilliant and I will miss it helen.

Bed is brilliant thank you, sweet boo boo’s.

Thinking of you Paul x

Paul

I went to my spinning class tonight and it was packed…so I went in the gym instead it was great to socibly interact with people…I was having a problem with the machine I was on and this hand reached over and push the correct button and carried on..they didn’t say anything yet it did make me laugh…a little bit of social support. There are loads of lovely people out in that world
Yes I HOPE TO MOVE SOON ..ahhhhh !!! she says because it is dragging on ....!!! get me out of the torture ..its worse than waiting for a flight !!
What are you listening to…is it happy music..it better be !!!
Chloe X

Sure, a lot of people already have a lot of “things” that you now imagine having… but once you get “yours,” you’ll still get to be you.

Yeah, worth the wait.

Tallyho,
  The Universe

Morning Chole x

I am listening to Milk Inc. Before that love decade, Is this a Dream.

I will be told off chole if I listen to sad music lol.

Its brilliant to hear from you, mishaps at the gym lol.

Thinking of you Paul x

Hello Chloe, how are you? Can you believe it’s March already? I’m sure this year will also be over before we know it.

I’m not sure why we have to have that up and down rollercoaster ride of emotions all the time. It would be nice to just have the ups, but I guess that’s unrealistic and you need the downs to appreciate the ups. I guess all we can do is find ways of snapping us out of those down moods, like something we enjoy doing. I always come back to this, it seems obvious to me that the problem is having a massively powerful mind. I guess with a tool as powerful as that, it is going to be impossible to control it perfectly all the time. Every now and then it is going to get the better of us.

Have you been applying for many jobs recently? How is your house move coming along?

Well, I hope you are OK and on a high point of the rollercoaster!

Take it easy.

Brencoot Xx I guess its my choice ha ha how I choose to look at the rollercoaster ride X I just have been a bit of a nutcase these last couple of weeks…ha ha I have ..I laugh about it now..just really really needy !!! I remember my mother was like it when she left my dad ..she was really needy and I loved it so much because she wanted to spend time with me and would let me sleep over at her flat. I remember feeling needed by her and I remember it was the only time in my life I had a close relationship with my mum…I plucked her eye brows and did lots of girlie stuff. It all changed when her boyfriend…my dads best friend moved in..she went back to being cold hard and not wanting allot to do with me or my sister. She appologised to me years later..she said she was adopted and not knowing how to love because she had never been loved…yet when she was needy she was so much nicer ..a mum I could love. Sadly I found it really hard to love my mum..she was a hard one to crack..!! I guess it made me stronger XX The daft thing is I now smother my daughter, I have a couple of friends who do the same and we laugh about our wicked mothers. Whatever X How is your beautiful wife ? Have you found new work ? Are you still training ? Me ..I am applying for another job as a home start manager and hopefully fingers crossed I should move in two weeks X Hey thanks for supporting me Xx Chloe

Paul

Yeah right you better be listening to happy stuff X Happiness is a choice..I decide to make a choice to create happiness or I would create sadness choas and misery. I find the way I react ..makes others react towards me ..smile and the world smiles with me I know some days I find it hard to laugh yet I know the bad days like Brencoot says make the good days great ..I watched my daughter tonight do Russian dancing with her little mate ..gosh they had me in hysterics. Oh I love em, so cute so funny. Life is lovely when I look for all the lovely things in my life.  especially my friends When I reflect on the sadness I end up in the pity pool and I don’t do the pity pool ..nar ...keep catching the butterfly X Chloe

sometimes that which you don’t understand is drawn to you so that you will understand it. But never because you needed the lesson, and not because all must be so initiated, but only because there had been earlier thoughts of awe, wonder, or criticism. And such thoughts, as all thoughts must, have rearranged your life.

Yowza,
  The Universe

Rearranged it for the best X

Hello Paul

My party was excellent fun , some of the costumes were amazing ..brilliant ..how was your day ..did you have you son ? Chloe X

Brencoot X Gosh got I am sick with exitement ....The chap buying my house said he has signed the contracts X not long now till I move XX yikes X Chloe

Hello Chole x

Lol glad you enjoyed the party. I went to see my little one today. Just wrote a letter to the jobcentre HQ because of my situition. I can’t afford a dentist this is because I get war pension, makes me sick to the teeth.

Thinking of you Paul x

Dear Paul, thinking of you this Sunday evening and hoping the Sunday blues are nowhere to be seen?  If they are lurking and even if they’re not, what about tuning into watching a bit of TV.  I’m tuning into the programme at 9pm on BBC 2 about the universe.  I like Professor Brian Cox.  I think he’s good at bringing science to the masses and making it enjoyable.  I hated science at school, in fact I hated school come to think of it!  Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I’ve been thinking about you today and intended to come on here tonight to check up on you (in the nicest way obviously!).  Glad you’ve seen your boy today.  Your dentist news sickens me too Paul.  Can you join a good national health dentist?  I know not a lot take on new NHS patients but they could probably make an exception for your very valid situation.  Here’s to a good Sunday evening!  Helen