Most people, think that paradise is a state of having all you want, when actually, it’s a state of not having all you want, but knowing that it’s near, that you can have it, and that you will.

Kind of like your home.. and everywhere else on your floaty, little planet.

TBT,
  The Universe

I love this TUT Xx so true ..I guess the chase is part of the fun Xx Chloe

When you want to encourage a greater sense of responsibility in others (and yourself), emphasize the anticipation of accomplishment, not the penalties for failure.

- Roger Crawford

There must be a bug in the system, because according to my records, you’ve never been told exactly how powerful you are.

Very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very to the ten zenbillion.

K?
  The Universe

Hope Xxx same goes for you Xx I love you strong wonderful clever POWERFUL YOU Xx Chloe

You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.

- R. Buckminster Fuller

I was thinking Kim Basinger , Michelle pieffer ummmmm must get to that gym Xx

What do you got - Bon Jovi

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We’re makin a living, and what we’re livin for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But you don’t mean one damn thing

What do you got, if you aint got love
Whatever you got, it just aint enough
Youre walkin the road, but youre goin no where
Youre tryin to find your way home, but there’s no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night
You wanna give up, but it’s worth the fight
You have all the things, that you’ve been dreamin’ of

If you ain’t got someone, you’re afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone… to tell them the truth
Maybe i’m a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us off our knees

Chorus

If you ain’t got love, its all just keeping score
If you ain’t got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don’t wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it
How long you gonna live without it
Why does some somewhere have to doubt it,
Someday you’ll figure it out

Solo

Chorus x2

If you ain’t got love, its all just keeping score
If you ain’t got love, what the hell we doin’ it for
Woahhh, I ain’t got, if you ain’t got
What do you got if you ain’t got love
What do you got if you ain’t got love

Smokey Robinson - Tears Of A Clown Lyrics

Oh yeah yeah yeah

Now if there’s a smile on my face
It’s only there trying to fool the public
But when it comes down to fooling you
Now honey that’s quite a different subject
But don’t let my glad expression
Give you the wrong impression
Really I’m sad, oh I’m sadder than sad
You’re gone and I’m hurtin’ so bad
Like a clown I pretend to be glad

Now there’s some sad things known to man
But ain’t too much sadder than
The tears of a clown, when there’s no one around
Uh hum, oh yeah baby

Now if I appear to be carefree
It’s only to camouflage my sadness
And honey to shield my pride I try
To cover this hurt with a show of gladness
But don’t let my show convince you
That I’ve been happy since you
Decided to go, oh I need you so
I’m hurt and I want you to know
But for others I put on a show, ooh yeah

{repeat CHORUS}

Just like Pagliacci did
I try to keep my surface hid
Smiling in the public eye
But in my lonely room I cry
The tears of a clown
When there’s no one around, oh yeah, baby baby
Now if there’s a smile on my face
Don’t let my glad expression
Give you the wrong impression
Don’t let this smile I wear
Make you think that I don’t care
When really I’m sad�I�m hurting so bad��

Chloe,
NOthing in life seems like what it looks like on surface. What am I trying to say here? I guess that you see people look happy & having a family altogether on the face value, but you never know what’s really going on behind that “happy image”. Yes,you are a single mum with a child , but it is a much better situation than those “pretend happy mummy & daddy & child image” that people try to achieve yet so broken deep down inside. Not sure if I am making sense here… “Revolutionary Road” is a good movie showing the struggle that some couple go through. It was a very intense movie though.

I admire you being such a wonderful mother, and so devoted to your daughter. I have a wonderful mother as well, and we have grown to know each other better since my depression. Same goes with my relationship with dad. However, I have doubts as I am not sure if I will ever have children in my life due to my depression… My partner will not understand this as he would like to have kids one day. All I want is to pack my bag, leave and travel, be inspired and see the world again. Am sick of the everyday mundane life… blah blah blah.

Big hugs and kisses to you and your lovely daughter. Chloe, you are an amazing person. Please be gentle with yourself.

Hope

Thank you Xx Hope Xxx your kindness always shines through on your posts Xxx Thank you Xxx I am listening Xxx HUGXxx Xx Chloe

Chloe, how are you? Sorry I didn’t manage to get back to you quicker. Are you all right after the accident? It sounds terrible. I’m pleased that everyone was OK, but what an idiot for drink driving. I really hate things like that cos just through a stupid selfish action, someone can destroy an innocent person’s life, never mind their own. I can imagine that it has really shaken you up and it’ll take you a bit of time to calm down from something like that. Big incidents like that often make people rethink their priorities etc. Anyway, I really hope it hasn’t shaken you up too much and that you are OK.

I’ll tell you a bit more about my news next time when I should hopefully have more time.

Take care of yourself!

Hello Brencoot. I am good good, I agree with you about big accidents I really do think about that now and how I thought it could never happen to me. The whiplash is really sore and I couldn’t sleep last night and I had a really bad headache. It was dreadful I thought my head would explode. I have spent alot of time crying of late I believe the accident has brought out all my emotions and shook me up a bit. I believe its fear. Fear of the unknown fear of rejection fear of not having any money fear fear fear and when I lie there in that silence the fear gremlins come creeping into my thoughts. Given time and I become more settled and know what is happening what the future has in store for me I’ll be back to the old me again. I would love love to hear about your news. Take care of yourself too Chloe

Marillion Beautiful lyrics

Everybody knows that we live in a world where theygive bad names to beautiful thingsEverybody knows that we live in a world where we don’tgive beautiful things a second glanceHeaven only knows that we live in a world where whatwe call beautiful is just something on salePeople laughing behind their hands while the fragileand the sensitive are given no chanceAnd the leaves turn from red to brownTo be trodden downTo be trodden downAnd the leaves turn from red to brownFall to the groundFall to the groundWe don’t have to live in a world where we give badnames to beautiful thingsWe should live in a beautiful worldWe should give beautiful a second glanceAnd the leaves fall from red to brownTo be trodden downTrodden downAnd the leaves turn green to red to brownFall to the groundAnd get kicked aroundYou strong enough to be..Have you the courage to be..Have you the faith to be..Honest enough to say..Don’t have to be the same..Don’t have to be this wayC’mon and sign your nameYou wild enough to remain beautiful?BeautifulAll the leaves turn from red to brownTo be trodden downTrodden downAnd we fall green to red to brownFall to the groundTo be kicked aroundYou strong enough to be..Why don’t you stand up and sayGive yourself a breakThey laugh at you anywaySo why don’t you stand up and beBeautiful