Morning Chole x

I am sorry about the Job, better luck next time.  The bright energy you create is a blessing.

To me you are my best friend. Cars bless, Don’t u just love them.

From poorly tum to a really sore back. This makes me realise why I was realised from Army.

Basket weavers, I have neen called this many time, over the years.

How are you today?

Hugs Paul x

So scared…am I back where I hated to be, the very very deep dark hole? Can’t get up again, just not interested in anything…dreaming of lots of blood and bad thoughts just never end. Hate this place,but this is where I am. Sorry to be so negative,but I feel so sad right now.There is no hope no matter how hard you try. what’s point of living like this?

Oh my dear Hope, what a horrible place to be, you poor thing. You have been doing so much lately with job applications, thinking, worrying, staying positive.  You are most likely physically drained which isn’t good for how you feel mentally.  Your mind is probably following your body and the moment and needs to rest.  Try to allow yourself time to do that.  Could you bare to just switch off and maybe watch some daytime TV for a couple of days to recharge your batteries.  I don’t know what your daytime TV is like but we have something called ‘This Morning’ followed by ‘Loose Women’ which I am sure you can get on Iplayer.  It’ s mindless yet comforting.  It really did used to work for me.
Hope, the only constant in life (and weather) is change. This will pass.  So try not to get too down about this bad time and a better time has to come soon.  It has to pass by the law of averages (whatever that is!).
Dear Hope, please be your own best friend at this time and nuture yourself and not beat yourself up.  That doesn’t work when we’re children and it doesn’t work now.  When we are low we need to be fed and looked after.  You wouldn’t beat your best friend up if she were down, so don’t do it to yourself. 
I am sending you lots of good positive kind wishes Hope and wishing you feel heaps heaps better very soon (right now in fact). Helen x

Hope

Please hang in there just please.  We are all here for you, don’t feel u are alone.

Paul

Hope. I really am thinking about you. Are you feeling a little better. Hope dont give up. Its not allowed to give up. We are here for you. Paul

Dear Hope, Paul’s right, we are all here for you.  It’s a good job we don’t all feel bad at the same time isn’t it?!  We can always rely on one of us feeling up and taking the time and making the effort to pull the others along and lift our spirits.  You are all amazing.  Thank you everyone.  Thinking so much of you Hope and Paul thank you for all your support and I hope that your back gets better soon too.  Chloe and Brencoot how are you doing?  Helen

Sadness, illness, and despair, are less conditions than they are decisions - to see yourself as less than you really are.

Good thing that’s all, huh ?

Yours,
  The Universe

My beautiful Hope Xx I do love you and your post is sooooooooooo sad XhugX ride the wave gorgeous ....because the gorgeous surf babe is on the shore..your there X you are X LOVE YOU X hug X ride the wave ...survive and strive ...beautiful you ...for me…paint the wall white bright light and know this is only a day ...and tomorrow the sun is coming out X its there X your there X I can see you LIFE IS ABOUT TO GET LOVELIER X it does X hug X Chloe

“We can let circumstances rule us, or we can takecharge and rule our lives from within.”

—Earl Nightingale….......