The song is perfect Xx I think L is perfectly understandable and its not a crime to be in love with somebody you can’t be with Xx

You ok ?  Jxx

great Xx

How’s it going Chloe? I hope you haven’t been chasing your dog during the night again recently. Lesson learnt from that I guess!

Has anything been happening with you recently?

Can you believe we are already well into July? I’m just amazed at how fast time goes. I always remember people saying that time goes more quickly as you get older, and it really is true. I guess all these famous sayings are around and famous for a reason, that reason being that they are true!

I’m still running, cycling, and exercising in general, but after the 24 hour thing, no proper events. I’m still debating whether to enter anything else in the next couple of months, but waiting a bit to make a decision on that.

Have you got anything planned for the weekend? Have a good one whatever you are up to.

Hello Jamie, how are things? Yep, not overloading people is probably wise. Like I said before, I usually think that with everything, it’s moderation. “Moderation in everything, including moderation”, which I think means that sometimes go OTT. Somebody famous said that, but I can’t remember who! My memory isn’t what it once was, and it never was all that great anyway! Well, not that I remember!!

Well, I hope you are doing OK. Take it easy

Hello Hope, how are you doing? Feeling any better? I hope so. It seems like you are picking up a bit, which is good.

I was just saying in a post to Chloe how famous saying are there cos they are true, and you saying about enjoying one day at a time, certainly fits with several famous sayings, and it really is true. If we could all just take one day at a time and enjoy it as much as possible, we’d all be a lot better off. The number of times I’ve done things that were supposed to be in aid of making my future better, but have ended up going completely wrong is unbelievable, so living and enjoying one day at a time is good.

As for not regretting things that you didn’t do, wouldn’t it be great if we didn’t need to have any regrets at all? Of course we all do have regrets though, me included, but I absolutely hate that feeling cos there’s literally nothing you can do to change the past, whether it was something you did or didn’t do. I hope you can make it so you don’t have any regrets about things, although I know that’s pretty much impossible. Anybody who says they don’t have any regrets at all either must be very lucky, lying, or have a really bad long-term memory problem!!!

Well, I hope you are OK and that you have a good weekend.

Hello Brencoot - thanks for asking about me. Yes I am ok thanks but this week for some reason I can’t figure I have been feeling a bit low. I agree with what you say about regrets but as much as I try to live in the here and now I find it impossible not to dwell on what might have been etc. I think it’s the lack of tangible difference in my life that’s getting to me. I have come back from the edge and the transformation in me is amazing BUT I am where I am and it’s as though the life I hope for is and always will be frustratingly just out of reach. Hard to explain really. Anyway enough of my mithering - I recognise the signs and just need to keep positive.

J

oh gosh I am sooooooooooooo busy Xx daughters party to prepare dog at vets job application to fill food to buy spinning classes teachers leaving present to make planning new business of homework club for september Xx hug Xx buzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzz

dog ok just loss of manhood x

the dog is fit and well….he is sleeping off the meds I am preparing for my daughters birthday party tomorrow ...oh I’ll be ready for my bed tonight…ha ha Xx

Chloe - it’s just hopeless hopeless hopeless. Have tried so hard but it will never happen for me. So sorry - not to be the positive me you like. You sound like you have your hands full - how could you do that to my dog ?!! Awful awful day -sorry sorry sorry. xx

got sooooo tired I have sat and read more potatoes not prozac and in a wonderful chilled out state..my pity pool was challenged today come in the waters lovely !!!! not !!! oh sorry to hear about you and your ex la la la la…not going there not even going to stick the toe in to see how warm the water feels I had a great time while it lasted nobody beat me…..move on onwards and upwards sideways and forwards ....no going back. I went to a forune teller he said no going back he didn’t have a clue why I had asked him to tell my fortune ....he just said its says no going back I have a wonderful wonderful future with a marriage proposal next jan we’ll see ?? A bit soon for that I think ...however I have been proposed to the first two weeks of my relationship to my ex husband and the partner before that ...and the one before ...I think people know when they meet somebody ok ok I should have a health warning tatooed on me this woman is mad ha ha ...He said everything is looking great from September and I am going to have a charmed happy life…YES!  bring it on. Jamie sorry to hear your not feeling great really sorry to hear that ? Been listening to Paul Mac Kenna control your emotins he had me in hysterics how to chat up woman he was brill. Some second hand cds I have ..excellent he has a great point ...build yourself up ...why not your wonderful and a great person he has a point ...I am too into my prozac book at the moment to hear anymore..Cheer up Jamie Lifes a bitch or is she a witch ? she casts her spell on you, she gave you a choice choose at your will, do you want happy or incredibly ill, oh lifes got a meaning 2 choices to make, please choose the happy before its too late, because she closes the chapter at the end of the day, she’ll say I gave you too much free will for which you can play, life never said bring sorrow into it, that was your choice to beat yourself with your own whip, life meant for you to pat yourself on the back, again again great lesson learnt thank you for that, can I go out for more play, yet you choose to wallow in all of that pain, not once not twice but again and again, please tell me what pleasure you get from it…life gave you pleasure you choose the whip, wallow in pain till the end of your days, and all that life gave you was a pleasing array, of friends of laughter a roof over your head, when people in euthopia haven’t enough to be fed..life gave you those choices again and again, do you choose pleasure or wallow in pain, the anguish the torture the what ifs the buts, the not being able to enjoy life your down on your luck…pick yourself up enjoy life again, live for the moment and see what you gained, a happy smile when you rest your head, at night no ifs no buts a head full of delights, life counts yourself lucky all the blessings you have, the friends the laughter the great mum the great dad..life cares you not to worry about what the yesterdays bring, because today was delightful if you choosen to grin, because you know your future is bright, so see the glimmer of a happy great life, you know that its owed not worry not strife, its on its way, should you never give in to the dreadful sad pain…just live in hope just like all of the friends knowing things get better and today it will mend..I am sending some happiness sending it your way and I hope that you chose to take life as a play, play for the fun of it, play for the joy, all happy endings had witches and brooms, always the princess marrys the grooms, always the happiness that I am convinced, all in the spirit of it manifesting all the good thingsXx Chloe X cackle

I was attempting to write song lyrics methinks I need more practice at rhyming ha ha Xx

hit me with your rhymn stick hit me ......cheer up get out the pity pool before you drown ahhhh aligators and crocodiles ahead ouch snap snap ..you fool hurry you still have time change your thoughts to happy ones quick quick ahhhhhh aligators ah…down down down….think of something nice quick ...before its too late and you’ve swallowed pity pool water ...gives you a rotten stomach ache and a really bad hang over .....Chloe Xx