ha ha sorry to sound deep I was having a giggle power to all the lonely people - from us freedom fighters ha ha Xx I was having a tongue in cheek joke sorry from a woman that gets told off alot !!!!!

No ! I meant I was being deep ! That’s a lovely song too - will be humming that to sleep in a bit. Nighty night xx

Ok - will see what I can come up with ! Might have to consult those nuns of yours though ! Ha Ha ! Your school days sound like they were just out of the Sound of Music ! Ha Ha ! xx

They were a bit like the sound of music ‘I wanted to be a nun and coming out into this big wide world from the safety of the convent womb wasn’t a great training for life for me. I found I had to retrain me, yet being a unique nut case I was never hard up for any friends because I made people laugh with my bridgette jones moments. The convent made me very spiritual very deep very oddball. Well I think I was the convent it might be that I am ecentric ha ha Xx ops now I realise what you mean you being deep ops ops ops were you being deep ? does it matter if you are ? Xx

Young souls learn to accept responsibility for their actions.

Mature souls learn to accept responsibility for their thoughts.

And old souls, learn to accept responsibility for their happiness.

Weeeeeeee,
  The Universe

oh I like this one Xxx Chloe

The show must go on - Queen

Empty spaces - what are we living for?
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score…
On and on!
Does anybody know what we are looking for?

Another hero - another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
Hold the line!
Does anybody want to take it anymore?

The Show must go on!
The Show must go on!
Inside my heart is breaking,
My make-up may be flaking,
But my smile, still, stays on!

Whatever happens, I’ll leave it all to chance.
Another heartache - another failed romance.
On and on!
Does anybody know what we are living for?

I guess I’m learning
I must be warmer now..
I’ll soon be turning round the corner now.
Outside the dawn is breaking,
But inside in the dark I’m aching to be free!

The Show must go on!
The Show must go on! Yeah!
Ooh! Inside my heart is breaking!
My make-up may be flaking!
But my smile, still, stays on!
Yeah! oh oh oh

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!

The Show must go on! Yeah!
The Show must go on!
I’ll face it with a grin!
I’m never giving in!
On with the show!

I’ll top the bill!
I’ll overkill!
I have to find the will to carry on!
On with the,
On with the show!

The Show must go on.

Butterflies got a mention Xx

Keep catching the butterflies Xx hug xX

Come what May

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there’s no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place…

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

I have come to realise that unrequited love is not love Jamie and I must patiently wait for somebody to fall in love with me and not assume because I love somebody they’ll love me back which is what I have done in the past because I really do need to feel loved and not constantly be giving in order to receive love.Love is a two way process a win win a being in love being in love ..trust ..total trust no demands no conditions just loving what is unconditionally loving what is Xx and I now feel being in love with somebody is letting them go letting them be free to fall in love with who they love because I love them I let go and its their free will they might love me they might not love me and let them go not wanting control or being needy and to be patient until that special somebody comes along and I must enjoy the meantime If they come back they come back or somebody else might come along Xx(this is about me I am not talking about what you should do or anybody else this is my stuff) Do I make sense and know that I am ENOUGH to be loved Xx..I found the name of the butterflies in my house are cabbage whites, tortoise shell, green hairstreak and common blue. I haven’t a clue where they came from. Sadly they are all dead now yet it was really pretty to see them in my house quite magical Xx hope you have a nice day Xx

Ha ha ha Now thats deep Xx

Assumptions - Copied from Dave Crisp Creative Life Coach web page today Xx

The real challenge is to start paying attention to our thoughts and become aware of when we are making assumptions. When addressing a problem or situation it’s always useful to ask ourselves “what assumptions am I making here?”

Remember the quote from Oscar Wilde “When you assume, you make an ass out of u and me.”  Instead of assuming, ask questions. Sometimes it’s hard to ask questions, because we assume we know the answer and we don’t want to hear it. The fact is, we don’t know what the truth is unless we ask. When you ask instead of assume, you may get an answer you didn’t expect.

Besides killing creativity, making unwarranted assumptions can also:

1. Cause unnecessary stress

2. Waste time and energy

3. Create misunderstandings

4. Cause you to miss out on great opportunities

5. Lower your confidence and create self-doubt

6. Lead you to offer wrong answers

7. Create obstacles that don’t exist

So can I assume this will convince you to practise not making assumptions?

Thanks Dave Xx

I love that because I believe negetive assumptions can encourage depression

I told a friend the other day assume the best what have you got to loose they are both assumptions one makes you happy one makes you sad, they are both untruths why choose to torture ourselves Xx choose the ones that make us happy and she laughed Xx

“All of you have skills; if you
hone them through training
and practice and then gain
access to these ontological
depths, your creativity can
rise exponentially.
If in addition to this, you also
do your human homework,
then you become more than a creative, interesting person; you become a moral force for good.”

Jean Houston

Copied from Dave xx thoughts become things says Mike Dooley Xx why not give it a go Xx go create Xx ummmm something nice Xx

Elvis Costello - Angels wanna wear my red shoes

Oh I used to be disgusted
And now I try to be amused
But since their wings have gotten rusted
You know, the angels wanna wear my red shoes

But when they told me ‘bout their side of the bargain
That’s when I knew that I could not refuse
And I won’t get any older, now the angels wanna wear my red shoes

I was watching while you were dancing away
Our love got fractured in the echo and sway
How come everybody wants to be your friend?
You know that it still hurts me just to say it

Oh, I know that she’s disgusted (oh, why’s that?)
Cause she’s feeling so abused (oh, that’s too bad)
She gets tired of the lust (oh, I’m so sad)
But it’s so hard to refuse
How can you say that I’m too old
When the angels have stolen my red shoes

Oh, I said “I’m so happy, I could die”
She said “Drop dead,” then left with another guy
That’s what you get if you go chasing after vengeance
Ever since you got me punctured this has been my sentence

Oh I used to be disgusted
And now I try to be amused
Since their wings have gotten rusted
You know, the angels wanna wear my red shoes

But when they told me ‘bout their side of the bargain
That’s when I knew that I could not refuse
And I won’t get any older, now the angels wanna wear my red shoes
Oh, I won’t get any older, now the angels wanna wear my red shoes

Red shoes, the angels wanna wear my red shoes

Jamie my first song of the day and I don’t understand the lyrics dizzy brunette day !!!

2nd song
Crossfire by Brandon Flowers

There’s a still in the street outside your window
You’re keepin’ secrets on your pillow
Let me inside, no cause for alarm
I promise tonight not to do no harm
I promise you baby,I won’t be no harm

And we’re caught up in the crossfire
A heaven and hell
And were searching for shelter
Lay your body down…

Watching your dress as you turn down the light
I forget all about the storm outside
Dark clouds roll their way over town
Heartache and pain came pouring down like
Chaos in the rain, yeah
They’re handing it out

And we’re caught up in the crossfire
Heaven and hell
And were searching for shelter
Lay your body down…

Tell the devil that he can go back from where he came
His fire he airs all through their beating vein.
And when the hardest part is over we’ll be here
And our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears
Boundaries of our fears

Lay your body down(6x)

Next to mine….

Hello Chloe - it’s been difficult today. A meanie was mean (as always) and I found getting through today very hard. Difficult to explain. I can’t answer all your posts but I have read them all and the songs. Your thoughts about unrequited love are interesting but why does it have to be so complicated ? Does loving someone and them loving you and then it goes wrong and falls apart mean that my love is unrequited ? How does someone go from being the most important person in someone’s life to an afterthought ? Love is a door that once opened can’t be shut I think. Smug marrieds say oh it’s nothing move on more fish in the sea blah blah blah blah. Why are they the experts ? I have as much right to happiness don’t I ? Maybe not - it always seems smug marrieds with little darlings are way above the likes of me in terms of importance. I don’t include you in that perception. The thing is that I know smug marrieds who have absolutely no experience of life - they got married, had kids, have family and go to some crappy Spanish resort for holidays. They know absolutely nothing beyond the house, family, school, PTA and “career”.  They don’t know what it’s like to struggle or feel lonely. Sorry I am verging into self pity now which we both hate but it’s been one of those days.

Jxx