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Chloe
Posted: 12 September 2010 07:32 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 961 ]  
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Love You XxxXXxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxXXXxXXXXxx

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Chloe
Posted: 12 September 2010 07:41 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 962 ]  
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Hope XXx

When I was low I felt your glow
You radiate such love to me
When I was sad or got really mad
You reached out and comforted me

When I was ill and wouldn’t go outside
you gave the courage to succeed
When I was bitter you gave me your sweetness
to make me proceed

When I was unsure you gave me your courage
your faith your wisdom your hope
When I was scared you held my hand
with positive thoughts belief
and improved my life through trouble and strife

When I was lonely you gave me friendship
love peace cheer and happiness
When I was sad you made me feel great
not bad

If there were more Hopes in this world
then I couldn’t see just how really beautiful you are
to me
see because to me your the perfect friend who picks
me up when I feel I am going around the bend
And If I for one second I could make you see
without you how sad my life would be Xxx

Beautiful beautiful Hope Xxx
May I send you the power of my love
the same you have given me
and may that love heal the beautiful
girl that everybody else can see

Your friend is in heaven
watching you from above
radiating to you all of their love
They say they are sorry they
left you so soon
It was their time and now they
have given you gloom

Such a beautiful girl they love
you so much don’t look in that
mirror just look at the love
the love you give many is your
beautiful face the grey is the colour
that gives you so much grace

Because there is no colour as beautiful
as you your the colour of all the
good deeds that you do
The time you give others that come into
your space that is the colour they see
and your face

A person full of love and wisdom as well
please they say all this knowing you well
Please remember all the good times you had
and fill that sadness with the love that you have
not the sadness not the shadows not with loss that
is making you mad

You are strong you are mighty the captain of a ship
go give yourself that mighty big kick
Kick yourself with all that love you have inside
throw back the covers for that lovely
sexy man by your side

I know that my poem doesn’t rhymn
out of tune yet if you were not soooooo
wonderful I wouldn’t give you room
To me you are an angel on this wonderful earth to the
person your grieving a beautiful strong
independant capible girl a girl that they
cherish love and adore and watching you
being sad is making them poor
poor that they can not give you back that love
that you show

all they can do is watch from above
in silence watching your pain
not being able to help you again and again
they know you can do it just give them a smile
they are sending you love please hold
onto it for a while
remember the good times and not be sad
remember the good times that you always had XX

Show them you can do it beautiful Hope
they keep on throwing you an invisible rope
Haven’t you noticed the bird that you see that
tiny little bird watching you from his tree
watching over and over again hoping
you’ll be happy not sad missing them Xxx

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Chloe
Posted: 12 September 2010 08:10 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 963 ]  
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Hope XXX Sending you AN ENORMOUS CHLOE HUGXXxxxxXXXXXXxxxxxxXXXXXXxxXXXXXXxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxXXXXXxxxxXXXXxxxxXXXxxxXXXXX
Sending you back some of your beautiful LOVE XXXXxxXxxXXXxXXxXxXXxXxXxXXxXXx

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Chloe
Posted: 12 September 2010 08:17 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 964 ]  
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Jon Bon Jovi chorus Thank you for loving me Xx

Chorus:
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn’t see
For parting my lips
When I couldn’t breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me Xxx Chloe

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Chloe
Posted: 12 September 2010 08:19 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 965 ]  
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http://www.lyrics007.com/Bon Jovi & Jon Bon Jovi Lyrics/Ugly Lyrics.html

Take the test -

Do you see the beautiful woman in the picture or the old hag ?

I see the beautiful woman yet its the same picture XXX
http://www.lyrics007.com/Bon Jovi & Jon Bon Jovi Lyrics/Ugly Lyrics.html

You can copy and paste the above and have a go if you like Xx you need to scroll down to the bottom of the page there is a picture of a beautiful girl yet you can see an old hag in the same picture Xx

We had these pictures in cognitive psychology and I forget what they are called Xx I am sure Jamie or Brencoot could tell me XXX

Speak soon gorgeous XxxI love you Hope Xx Chloe

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Jamie
Posted: 12 September 2010 04:48 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 966 ]  
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Hello Hope - oh no I am so sorry to hear you like that. You are always so positive. Forgive me but I never heard the start of your story - who did you lose ? You don’t have to tell me and i am sorry my book upset you. How have you injured yourself ? Listen I think we all have times like that - it’s my 43rd birthday tomorrow and i look in the mirror and see this grey badger who is on his own. I haven’t been on here for a bit because have had some stuff to deal with. When I see your posts I think ” Ooh Hope is back - lovely Hope who’s name always gets in the way of me saying ” I hope..” then I have to think of another word ! Ha Ha ! When I picture you, I think of you as a twentyish, cycle riding vivacious studenty redhead with freckles ? That’s what pops into my head when I read your posts. Do stay strong - although when I felt like that - my bed was my best friend. Even now I sometimes succomb to bed at the unsociable hour of 8pm if I have had enough. It doesn’t matter - it does you good.  You have really good friends on here who will look after you and of course you have your wonderful chap who I hope is caring for you whilst you are blue.

Do take care of yourself Hope. Big Hug xxxx
J

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Jamie
Posted: 12 September 2010 04:51 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 967 ]  
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Chloe - your poem to Hope is amazing ! I have no idea how you could write something quite so perfect and stunning. Lovely you ! Jxxxxxxxx

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Chloe
Posted: 13 September 2010 08:14 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 968 ]  
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Thank you Jamie Xx I followed my heart and wrote the first thing that came into my head Xx Chloe

Your turn Xx you said you would write a song Xx

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Helen
Posted: 13 September 2010 08:20 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 969 ]  
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Happy Birthday Jamie!  Welcome to 43!  I was 43 in July.  It’s not so bad.  What are you up to today?  I hope that you let everyone know it’s your Birthday at work so everyone is extra nice to you!!  Have a fabulous Birthday Jamie whatever you are up to.  Best wishes, Helen

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Chloe
Posted: 13 September 2010 08:24 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 970 ]  
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Happy birthday Jamie XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX life begins at 43 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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Helen
Posted: 13 September 2010 08:30 AM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 971 ]  
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Dear Hope, I am so sorry to hear you so down.  You are allowed to feel down sometimes and you have good reason to feel down Hope.  You’ve been feeling the need to be strong for a long time.  Maybe now you need to sit with these feelings and not fight them.  You know what Hope, why don’t you give in to them for a day and stay in bed if you can or have an easier day.  I agree with Jamie, I see you as a young, vibrant 20 something year old.  Your spirit is so strong.  It probably does need recharging.  The fact you say it feels flat is your body telling you it needs a break.  Allow it that.  Rest your mind and body Hope.  If you can’t do it this week, then look forward to it at the weekend if you can.  Listen to what your mind and body are telling you Hope and I’m sure you’ll feel better very soon and your summer is on its way!  Thinking of you.  Helen

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Chloe
Posted: 13 September 2010 12:57 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 972 ]  
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my song of the day because I can’t get it out of my brain Xx

TO LOVE SOMEBODY - Nina Simone
(1967) robin gibb, barry gibb

There’ a light
A certain kind of light
It’s never shown on me
I want my whole life to be
Lived with you
Lived with you

There’s a way
Everybody say
Do each and every little thing
What good does it bring
If I ain’t got you If I ain’t got you
If I ain’t got you If I ain’t got you

You don’t know
What it’s like
Baby you don’t know
What it’s like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

In my brain
See your face again
I know my frame of mind
You ain’t got to be so blind
And I’m blind so blind

But I’m a woman
Can’t you see what I am
I live and breathe for you
What good does it do
If I ain’t got you If I ain’t got you
If I ain’t got you If I ain’t got you

Say you don’t know
What it’s like
Baby you don’t know what it’s like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

Oh’a, you don’t know
What it’s like
Baby you don’t know
What it’s like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

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hope
Posted: 13 September 2010 01:48 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 973 ]  
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Chloe,Jamie and Helen,
Thank you for your beautiful words. I am very grateful of having you guys here…

Happy Birthday, Jamie!!! You are fabulous. I lost a dear friend this year. We grew up together,and were very very close. I am not taking it very well…it is just so sudden and makes me think what will happen to all of us one day. Death is just so 3-340405-5… Don’t know what happened to me, but somehow I injured my back recently. All these things have made me feel frustrated and old in so many ways.

I got up today, and carried on with some energy. Don’t want to be knocked down by life, I guess… I tried to be the normal me today. Hard to fall asleep at night… Life doesn’t end, does it?

Hope

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Helen
Posted: 13 September 2010 02:00 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 974 ]  
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Dear Kelly, I am so very sorry to hear about your sister and the pain you are feeling. I wish I could wave a magic wand and take away your pain.  However grieving is a natural pain that only time will heal Allowi yourself to grieve and be kind to yourself.  I am sure she knew that you loved her dearly.  It is hard for those left behind.  We torture ourselves but you loved your sister.  Although people may not be able to respondwhen they are ill they do know the truth deep down.  Please stop punishing yourself Kelly.  As Chloe says, you have done nothing wrong.  You have lost a sister you loved dearly.  She would want you to remember her fondly and the good times you had together.  She wouldn’t want you to punish yourself.  Take care Kelly.  We are always here.  Thinking of you.  Best wishes, Helen

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Chloe
Posted: 13 September 2010 02:42 PM   [ Ignore ]   [ # 975 ]  
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Oh Hope Xxx life never ends its sad when people die Xxx its horrid to lose them so soon Xx I am glad we cheered you up Xx HUGxxXxXx a beautiful baby born every minute Xxx hug Xxx the earth never loses or puts on weight ....die birth die ...if people didn’t die you could not be here !!! and I do love having you here XxhugXx Chloe

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